She sat across from him at their Thursday evening dinner, eyes darting up at him then down at her plate repeatedly back and forth, "You going to eat that last piece of broccoli?"
Not looking up from his plate, he responded, "Ya, I had planned on it. Why?"
"Oh, no reason. Just curious. Didn't want it to go to waste is all."
"Why would it go to waste? I haven't finished even half of my plate yet."
"Okay, I'm sorry. I was just curious, I don't know." She rested her chin on her hand, with her elbow resting on the table. She gazed out at the wind blown landscape outside, certain that something out there would be more entertaining than her dinner company. Across the street, there was an old woman wearing a raggedy old purple shawl. Long grayish, brownish hair to her waist collected in what looked like a braid that was done several weeks ago. A black beanie atop her head. She was sorting through the trash can, pulling out aluminum cans and placing them in a separate bag.
Still gazing out the window, she asked half-heartedly, "What kind of a life would that be? Homeless and digging through city trash cans for coke cans to recycle." She turned to him, suddenly excited with her eyes wide, "She's recycling! A homeless woman is recycling. Do you see that? HOMELESS? Why do you refuse to recycle?"
"What are you talking about?" He rolled his baked potato over.
"That old woman outside," she pointed across the street. "Don't you see her?"
"Whoever she is, she's probably just collecting cans so that she can get some change piled up to find her next drink. If you think about it, me not recycling is kind of giving that woman a second chance. If I had recycled my discarded cans instead of throwing them in the trash, she would have nothing to fish out of the trash to turn in to get change for booze or whatever else she wants with it."
"What if she is trying to do her part to save the Earth? How do you know she isn't just being noble?"
"Nobility when you're homeless is like a brand new Britney Spears album laying in the gutter...it doesn't matter. The sooner you learn to live in the real world the sooner you'll stop getting riled up about homeless people and their feelings. If you care about them so much, invite them over to your place to stay for the night. See how that goes." He took a deep bite of his bread.
She looked at him fighting back tears. These are her homeless people tears that she has from time to time. But something makes her feel that it's not just the homeless people that make her sad. She looks at her half eaten salad. She isn't hungry anymore, but she finishes it anyway. She can't legitimize leaving food at a restaurant when that woman outside doesn't have the option of leaving behind fancy spinach salad with fruit in it and funny smelling cheese and candied nuts. She would have brought it to her, but bringing anyone a half eaten dish seemed rude. Even if they are starving.
"Why did you eat that when you didn't want it?" He finally looks up at her.
"What makes you think I didn't want it? I ate it didn't I?" her tone of arrogance striking weak.
"I know you didn't want it because whenever we see homeless people while we're eating, you get upset, don't want to eat anymore, but stuff yourself anyway because you would feel guilty leaving an empty plate ALL because of the homeless encounter. I know you, Lisa." He rested his chin on his knuckles, leaning forward toward her. A gleam in his eye. "These Thursday night dinners were your idea originally, but I feel like I'm getting more out of them now than you are. You just get upset every time you see a homeless person, or whenever you think I'm not paying enough attention to you. That's pretty much every time we go out. You can't walk down the street in the city without being within spitting distance of a homeless person. And i pay attention to you more than you think." Tears began to roll down her face. "Don't you know that I see you? I always see you." He turns and looks out the window at the woman. She turns and looks too. The old woman abandons her trash can to move to the next one down the street.
He turns back to her "I'll get the check this time. Where to next week?"
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